I've been lying to myself if I've said this is good
I've been lying to others when I say it's fine
I didn't lie when I said there's nothing to tell
Agoraphobia of my limitless possibilities
Battles the cage and chains I feel now
Too much responsibility steals away my life
Songs tell me how it should be
How it can be
How it will be
But how can that be
when my life is made in days and all I see are years of inability
If only I could take my own advice
and remove this instability
Can you be your own rock?
Can you be your own force,
your own god, your own horse?
The answer is no
And still I try and try and try
Hit it one handed; point it where you want it to go
I know, I know, I know
